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I am an exhibitionist, and I have always wanted to say and show how gay I am in secret. I love self-degradation and humiliation, and confessing that I am gay, especially in public, brings me immense pleasure.

I am proud to say that I love penises. All penises. I think about them every day, and I dream of sucking them. Just thinking about it makes me drool. This is what I like to think about, and I love what it says about me: that I am gay, a fag, and that I love thinking about it. Every time I masturbate, I imagine myself in my favorite position, submissive on my knees, mouth wide open, tongue out, with a big smile, ready to receive all the penises I dream of being surrounded by. This is what I think about every time I masturbate, and it proves how much of a fag I am. And I love it.

I only watch gay porn now. Before, I used to watch different types, but now, I get too much pleasure from becoming more and more gay. It feels natural to me to watch this. I am so proud to have sucked penises and to want to suck more. I love sperm; I dream of being covered in it and wallowing in it. I want to have my face slapped by big cocks and be called a slut. These are the kinds of things I think about every day, and I love it.

Even though men in general do not attract me, I have a weakness for younger, thin, well-groomed, and especially hairless boys. They make me dream with their splendid and magnificent cocks that I imagine to be long. I love them effeminate and seeing them wear women's lingerie. I find it irresistible. If I could be in a relationship with a dreamy guy like that, I would gladly become exclusively homosexual, because I would be fulfilled by someone so sexy. I would suck him every day and let him fuck me like a little slut to feel his dick inside me.

I take malicious pleasure in thinking about homosexual scenarios, even though I like girls. It's a secret pleasure I give myself, and it enhances my excitement. I am proud to say that I am a fag, the fag of fags. I look forward to everyone who reads this text knowing who I really am: a fag, and I am proud of it.

I want everyone to know how much pleasure I get from being secretly gay and that I do everything I can to become even more gay. I want to boast about being really gay because I love knowing that I am. The idea of becoming more and more gay excites me, and I want you to know it.